Time here is too long.

I wake up, conduct personal hygene, physical training, personal hygene, formation, go to work, lunch, work, formation, chill. Its the same people, same place, same everything. I grow weary of this place and I need to get out.

I had a heat stroke that I am trying to recover from, but it affects my mentality and my vission. I now wear glasses and am treated like an idiot, child like.

I honestly would like to stay in the military. I want to do what I was created for. Protection of my country and faith. Nomatter the circumstances.

It however looks like a discharge though. I have been in the Guard for 2 years without an MOS and if I come home without I get discharged. If I dont recover I get discharged. If I see the chaplain about my issues, I will probably be discharged.

It will make life rough.